Frust jugak seposen!

First, this is a bit personal. Frust. There’s nothing I can do. Just let it go. I don’t have any feeling for him anymore, but to hear that he’s just married, then it hit me hard. Every part of my body is weak.

Last night, there was a miscalled on my phone. I didn’t remember about the unknown number, until I checked my call register this afternoon. Seeing the unfamiliar number, I dialed the number out of curiosity, who knows it’s friend, long lost one’s number. So, there, until the last 4  numbers, I could have guessed that it was him. It was his number, although the first three numbers’s changed. Him. As stated here. That’s his number. I should stop, but yes, I continued and waited until he picked up the phone. 

I knew he just married. I even congatulated him, via friendster, though. But to talk to him. Argh, painful. He’s still sweet, as usual.

A fact that hit me very well, is that he doesn’t even get married to the girlfriend! (whom I left him to her-sort of) He’s married to another girl. We parted the good ways, so now, we obviously can laugh at our good old days. I told him, “if I ever knew” (in my heart I continued.. “that you two didn’t make it”)..He laughed. I laughed.

What to do. We planned.

I believe there’s someone out there for me, hopefully better. I am positive. Heheh.

p.s : “jangan dikenang barang yang sudah”

Pengarang: aishahkay

simple young lady, living happy most of the time.

17 thoughts on “Frust jugak seposen!”

  1. nana : ye mmg kuat… kan dah ckp..😛
    anyway echah : there’s someone better for u out there… I’m sure… hehehe…😉

  2. it happened to me too😦

    punya la dia setia sama itu awek dan buatkan kita frust, last2 dia bertunang dengan orang lain gak.

    pendek kata, kalu dah takde jodoh tu, takde la…

  3. chah, aku dapat gi umrah hari tu … sambil2 keje, dah sampai, pegi la umrah. pas tu sempat naik jabal rahmah (tempat nabi adam and hawa berjumpa balik). orang kata, seru la nama jodoh kita kat situ, insya Allah ada la orangnye. aku pon tak tau nak seru sape aku seru je la “saper2 lelaki yang baik untuk aku”, hehe .. and aku seru jugak untuk sumer kawan-kawan aku yang bujang … di jabal rahmah, di depan Kaabah. Insya Allah, ada jodoh tak ke mana. tunggu je la.
    p/s saper sebenarnye dier? sori la aku tidak dapat nak keep track lelaki manakah ini ….

  4. hai hai….dah back to civilization!

    shida, hmmm itu lah namanya kehidupan. ada ups and downs. tak semestinya kita dapat apa yang kita nak…kan?

    rizuan, insyaAllah…

    palie, yep, saya tau tu…

    en_me, that’s why, love means letting go.

    eddie, i m okay. jangan la ko plak yang sedih…huhu (a ah la…sensitif jugak ko nih…)

    norsheta, hmmm…perasaan kelakar je lah yang ada sekarang…bila diingat balik. glad we (me and him)can talk as friends…and looking at the past in laughters. that’s a bless.

    paris, yes, aku dah jawab secara lisan ngn mu…kan?

    aisyah, yes, sometimes love means letting go. who’s the lucky guy nih…hehe😉

    ixora, doakan that for you too!😉

    en.azhar, i m trying to stay away from fire here… thanks for the advice.

    kak nana, eddie is being sensitive tu. glad he’s got the quality. empathy tu…

    oren, i am back!!!! am sure you’ve got lot to listen from paris!🙂

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