First, this is a bit personal. Frust. There’s nothing I can do. Just let it go. I don’t have any feeling for him anymore, but to hear that he’s just married, then it hit me hard. Every part of my body is weak.
Last night, there was a miscalled on my phone. I didn’t remember about the unknown number, until I checked my call register this afternoon. Seeing the unfamiliar number, I dialed the number out of curiosity, who knows it’s friend, long lost one’s number. So, there, until the last 4 numbers, I could have guessed that it was him. It was his number, although the first three numbers’s changed. Him. As stated here. That’s his number. I should stop, but yes, I continued and waited until he picked up the phone.
I knew he just married. I even congatulated him, via friendster, though. But to talk to him. Argh, painful. He’s still sweet, as usual.
A fact that hit me very well, is that he doesn’t even get married to the girlfriend! (whom I left him to her-sort of) He’s married to another girl. We parted the good ways, so now, we obviously can laugh at our good old days. I told him, “if I ever knew” (in my heart I continued.. “that you two didn’t make it”)..He laughed. I laughed.
What to do. We planned.
I believe there’s someone out there for me, hopefully better. I am positive. Heheh.
p.s : “jangan dikenang barang yang sudah”