I thought that I could runaway from all this mess, for trying a little harder than usual to be perfect for someone. It has to be a mess before anything turns perfect, it seems. And vice versa. (A perfect thing could also turn into a mess) 🙂
I was reminded before that anybody could take my place and in order to stay where I am now, I have to prove myself that I am better than anyone else they compare me to. So, I tried and tried. For once, I succeed and for many times I fell. But I hop on and get back on the track. Or so I think.
But I’ve got the approval anyway, despite the weaknesses, they believe I can, so I believe I can. I can’t thank everyone enough for that.
And I didn’t get any leave because I have to wait for at least 28 days.
Now, the confinement period is over, I want to take leave and go back home. It’s been almost two months since I went home in Kelantan.
Yesterday I just escaped a day in the office subtly.