I am getting anywhere near any target (if there’s any). I almost didn’t learn anything from my past mistakes. I keep doing things I knew I shouldn’t do. I am bad.
I’ve been on many frustrating phases. Or so I thought. One thing that keeps me going is, no matter how lost I feel, there’s probably lots of people feeling [loser] than me.
I’ve been feeling things that I knew will keep me down in future. It’s frightening, it is.
Hence, I haven’t work any way to fight this.
p.s; I rasa nak gi bercuti.