Kenapa kenapa kenapa

Dulu masa dekat U, I pernah lepak ngan my exschoolmate, nama dia NeriEdison. (Bukan nama sebenar). I cerita pasal member school yang lain.

NeriEdison : Mu nak kapel ngan skulmate ke shah!?
Me : Doklah NE. Bakpo?
NE : Aku tengok Friendster (masa tu zaman friendster) macam tak matang jah. Gambar sorang-sorang. Huh!
Me : Bakpo?
NE : Dok matured la budok2 nih…
Me : Thinking and thinking and fell into silence.

Now,ย  few years after above conversation, I still think about it, and at times, I can’t help but agree with NE’s statement.

I don’t know. Maybe I wasn’t as matured but I believe I handled some situation better than those boys (who I used to have a crush over them in school). You, I am so easy to fall in and out of love, since school. I could handle if it was fated that they weren’t as into me. Believe me, I’d rather be friends than anything else.

I attended the wedding of schoolmates, and I saw an ex schoolmate. I used to have a crush on him. I guess he still afraid that I still like him like I did in school (some 15 years ago-Gosh!) that he had never talked to me like a normal schoolmates did. Why!!! So, yes, I talked to everyone but not him there and worse thing was, another friend of mine came up to me and introduced a girl as his fiancee………………

Maybe I am having crazy thoughts but, I can’t help to think that he had to do that to me (ask someone else to introduce the fiancee) to remind me that he IS NOW taken!

Okay, I am crazy and delusional. But!

Whatever.

(to the schoolmates who happened to read this, well, what could I do-things happened)

*additional note : I know I’ve been questioning things a lot… please bear with me.

 

Pengarang: aishahkay

simple young lady, living happy most of the time.

15 thoughts on “Kenapa kenapa kenapa”

    1. fadh… kalau kau pelik, aku lagi rasa pelik. tapi itu mungkin hanya perasaan aku sahaja…

      fairuz, apa yang melepas lak ni…
      tak melepas langsung…

    1. irises, yeah!

      i dari sekolah dulu lagi, macam fikir kalau tak nak sudahla…

      adui kan!

      cheers. congratulations on the newborn๐Ÿ˜‰

  1. chah, at least u experienced that at schools. i experienced such at uni. (even DPA, i think, hahaha). that guy blamed me for wishing for his break-up with other girl. tapi dia da kawen dan dapat anak dgn org lain pon.

    malu plak bila fikir sekarang. and it is weirder these days bila kumpul satu geng uni, pasal dia akan bertegur/bergurau dgn semua kawan2 lain kecuali ida. even his wife is on speaking terms with me, he isn’t.

    sad right?

  2. ida, tak sedih pun! cuma macam “whatthe” jer…

    but again, maybe cuma perasaan i yang poyo nak mamps ni jer.. so ada la perasan lebih sket kan.

    wish him happy though.

  3. dio still perase yu suko dio kot…koyaa laa tuh…
    tp chah…ai pn kawin ngan ex-schoolmate ai…yg ai suko masa skolah…muahahahah

  4. ermm…sapo tu ek shah???…aku lupe dah stori mori time skul…agak nyanyuk skrg..xtau nape..bru jd cikgu..

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