Kadang-kadang kena berhenti bila perasaan untuk mencuba dah hilang. Tak ada motivasi, hanya kemalasan menguasai diri. Sudah baca semua benda, sudah tahu baik dan buruknya tapi perasaan sudah tiada.
The passion’s gone. Nothing left, only a pathetic saying on the mind, calming and reassuring my own self. Pitiful self.
I think it’s time for me to realize that there are some things that I can’t manage to complete. It’s not some sort of giving up (denial) but I think it’s good to know that there’s a stop to everything.
I am quite tired of resting and putting things on hold, maybe it’s time to end things. Maybe some of the things that I thought would be good for me, were never meant for me.
I need to go and sleep on this. Ha, lost count of sleeps already.
Wish me luck.