back to the office first i thought i want to take leave today. but when my immediate boss called yesterday, he told me that our D.G was not so happy with the fact that most officers were still having the best in langkawi, he (Mr. A) advised me to keep my break away. so, here i am in the office.

lucky to mr. A that i am in today because we just received a phone call from MOT finance dept. telling us that we should do some ammendment on the report that we’d sent to them last week. this happens because the MOT finance dept. will be submitting our report to MOF. so, hmm okay i will do that after this.

just now, during lunch, i had lunch with my staffs. before that, we had our nice time playing bowling. (ermm..yes, in baju kurung…) i finished two games. but the PKJR opted to play for 4 games straight. hmm..

My D.G is not working today, so we feel like some sort of peace feeling. haha.

langkawi was good and memorable too, i guess. (pahit manis bercampur) next time i’ll do more on langkawi. (i hope so..)

i dont have much to tell right now. enjoy ur day!


update from the city bayview, langkawi

2nd day : and my money went like water running……….(duit aku mengalir cam air) hehe

reached here at 11.30 am, yesterday.  went to hotel in a JPJ ronda car. and had nice chat with the driver, who was also from kelantan. had to wait in other room as my room wasn’t cleared up until 4.00 pm. dozed off in my staff’s room.

at 4.45pm, went around the hotel and the nearest shops, windowing…and had nice bee hoon soup. cheap! for 2 pax, cost me only RM8.50…dreaming if u can still find that price for the tasteful soup. (including drink : laicikang and laici). (p/s : the weather here is so hot..)

at 6 pm, we’ve got ourselves a car (from the secretariat), so we drove ourselves to a more happening shopping complex. hmm i spent some money there. as usual.

so today, we once again got a car. went to idaman suri. spent more money there.

hmm got so much to tell. but get a bit lazy. so bye.


i am going to langkawi, tomorrow. and i will be there for 6 days. (2nd-7th Dec.) so i think i m gonna miss all the usual but interesting plans and hang out my friends will surely be doing.

nevermind, though the trip is job-based, i hope i can enjoy myself there. i’ll be staying at City Bayview Hotel…and there is wi-fi there. so i will be blogging as usual.

lastnite we (me, mid, sufi, fisha, aimi and sis, ckin, linlin, fami, sani and azra) went to watch this most anticipated malay movie. CINTA. okay the story was overall okay. it has all theme…sad, happy, love between siblings, friends-turn-to-lovers…and much things love could define.

the words are marvellous too. they are meaningful and deep.  while i was watching that movie, i felt like to tell everyone that i love that i love them.

love is around.

this is for u…

u always come and go as u like it
u never stay for enough time for me to know u
u seem like giving me hope, at times
then u leave..leaving me in confusion

u told me u like me…
maybe u don’t want to say u loved me
because u think love is complicated
or maybe u think i will make things complicated for you…

u always told me nice things because u know i trust u..
u know i like u so much
but u know i don’t deserve u..
but at the same time u don’t want to let me go..
because at the same time i don’t want to let u go either

i want u to stay with me..
i want u to be special to me…and i am special for u
because we both know we are good when we are together…


started well today, but in the mid day my excellent mood was disturbed. hmm feel so lazy. don’t ever want to do a job. tired maybe.

how to give a lesson to an individual who wants us to take care of his feeling without ever considering our feeling? sooo tired.

how to help myself from giving sooo much? how to help myself to expect little?

so much questions! huh that’s life, anyway. like it or not, life must go on. u can do it, shah!

things are easier said than done?

so that was said by too many people. please take it from the positive side. hmmm tak tau lah..kadang-kadang cam give up with these matter. not love, please. (i always set a hi-prospect on love..)

it is about my job (not really MINE) actually.  not that i hate my job. i really love MY job, especially when there are too many. cause i love doing the thing that i LOVE..

cam semalam rasa cam nak nangis pun ada bila KP talked to me outloud and a bit rude.  of course it was about another officer’s job. (let’s call him EPAL).  epal is now in australia, for a road safety (of course) course. he went there and leaving no trace of the report that KP asked him to prepare.  so yesterday, (at 5.45 pm) KP was mad when he realized all he had was the first draft of the report that was done by epal. (read : First Draft, dated 2nd November). so i was forced to break into epal’s room (lucky i am the one whose in charge for the office’s keys) to find any soft copy. and yes, there was none. so epal’s director asked me into his office and once again, i had to lend my ear to listen to boss’s saying that epal should had done this, done that..(hey, i am not epal, for God’s sake!) so yeah as the most junior staff available (read : it’s 5.45 pm daaa) i just listened. (without willing..)

hmm conclusion : i had to bring that damn first draft and retype whole pages that KP ammended before. (Luckily there were only two pages…) and to do revision and summarize them (my 25 pages report and epal’s  8 pages) into a simple 6 pages memorandum. and luckily i had them done before lunch hour. and today i did all i can to avoid myself from my KP and epal’s boss. but, hey they are the bosses…so yes, you knew it..i had to face them anyway. huh. but guess what, my KP said “well done, aishah!” after seeing and checking the report that i’ve prepared.

i love doing the things i know i am good at. heh. so does everyone, i guess?

yeah…for more good job in future