so much is going on

i don’t really know whether this blog will last or not.  i am afraid if i’ll forget the password.. i already had a friendster blog, but i think there are somethings are not public enough to be posted there.  so i hope the security of this blog is better than the friendster’s one.

so much is going on.  my life evolved badly during first 6 months of the year.  i met more friends, a bunch of good friends whom i can always turn to…made some hot scandals, huh…made it at first without knowing that those relationship will turn into hot stuff…

so much is going on around me.  friends left, friends got married, friends had babies…friends flew.  for better.

had a relationship.  had to break it up. forever and for good.

had an on going friendship.  a special friendship with those 300 something people.  funny right? 300 something? nevermind.  those who understand will understand.

boyfriends? i survive so far, without one.  lucky me.  anyway, still hoping for a boyfriend. it’s a girl’s dream. 

life? enjoy it.  at least by the time i post this.

job? being one and only female officer here,  i get used to get along with those lame jokes.  and to be neglected during course or seminar is a common thing.  i am needed to manage things, and when things are going on smooth, they tend to forget me. complain? no. i am not that sort of people.  maybe i’ll fight but now i just want to sit and watch. until? until someone realize that i am in the office…

enjoy the first.  more to come. 



and here i am.  had a discussion with some friends, about love…perhaps love.  got some advices…

they said, be cool…life must go on.  don’t do dumb and numb things.  don’t fall in love blindly.  when love choose to leave, we have to keep on living.  and searching or just waiting, maybe love is just a step away.  maybe love is far away. but, it sure is there.  only this time it’s not ours.  not ours to hold, to keep and to share.

there’s so much more in life, to be missed.  keep ur heart stubborn, but keep it soft too.  manage it.  don’t be fooled by all those sweet things and quotes about love. not everything in this world is exaclty as it s been said or written.

life is full, it s for us to explore.  to explore in our own way, alone or together.  still the fun is there.  it s on us, to share or to keep.  we deserve the best we could have.  don’t settle for the second best, so as people said.  but if we did settle for the second best, maybe we can trun it into the best, at least our best.  the best in our eyes, thoughts and memories. 

so much.  enjoy and be prepared. life is full of unexpected events.  take care.  cherish those things and persons we had.