Menakutkan. Life is. But it doesn’t mean that I am not enjoying whatever life gets me. But, still. I think I am too lazy to do anything right now. Please help me.
I still wanna be in love, even though at times I don’t think I would ever find true love. (Ish, macam lagu Pink pulak). True love between two people, ah malasnya nak cerita. But hope you get it. No, I am still happy. (Lagu Leona Lewis). And I don’t think I am lonely, eventhough I am alone (Macam lirik lagu Kelly Clarkson pulak). Peh.
Kerja okay jer. Study macam tak jer. Ni nak siiiiigggggghhhh panjang sikit. PEHPEHPEH. Tarik nafas…… Hembus…
Cuti sekolah ni saya ada ambil cuti but tak tahu lagi for what. For sleeping, like I can do that. I can’t sleep lah I think it is a waste of time, except at night time or during long hours flight. I’d rather do something else. But eventually I found myself sleeping juga. Oh, btw I dah lama tak exercise. Tak ada stamina kut. Petang-petang tu ada jugaklah rasa macam nak gi jogging tapi, ya Allah, sejuk wei sekarang ni, hujan je. Macam twilight je suasana dia.
By the way, this is my photo, latest maybe from last Sunday event. I was wearing Hatta for Zalora. and yesterday when I had belated birthday lunch date with salina
I was in Luang Prabang for two and half days, or maybe less. I think that place is nice.
Meeting aside, I think I fell in love with this place, it’s a nice place for relaxing. They had so many old buildings, beautiful sunset, and with no sun, hot sun during the day. We had rain on the evening but it stopped at around 7-8 which was nice, the weather was not too cold, just good for an evening walk along the night market. I was not so into the night market, they targeted the tourists, the rich one, the orang putihs, not us Asian with less money. (I didn’t even change money, I brought some dollars I got from my last outstation, close to 100 USD but didn’t finish it either). The choices for souvenirs are plenty, from Lao silk, to the fridge magnet but yep, I fell in love with the bakeries and coffee joints. Awww. And not to be forgotten, the lights that were attached at the old shops, and I guess the people were quite nice.
Before the flight back to Bangkok (transit there) my colleague and I did some morning walk from our hotel halfway to the night market (old town) place before deciding to board on tuk tuk, (a nice experience) and spent our two hours roaming around the place.
I think if I ever get the chance to go there again, I might want to climb the hill where people watch sunset, get into the museums, visit the temple, spent more time at the coffee shops and took more photos, or maybe rent a bicycle to get around the old town. That would be nice.
But, it’s quite hard to get there as there’s no direct flight from KUL to Luang Prabang. But, maybe a transit in Siem Reap is a fun option?
Ah, I love old town.
“jujurlah sayang, aku tak mengapa
biar semua jelas tak berbeda…”
Did I told you that my heart is big.
I will always have something to give away.
But it’s rather thin also.
That’s why it hurts a lot, easily.
I fall in love so easily,
But I couldn’t get out of it as easily.
That’s why, once you’re in,
You will always there.
No matter what, even if you’ve deleted me from yours.
But you know, a little part of me, will always be with you.
Oh I did wonder though,
When I think of you, do you think of me?
Did I cross your mind once in a while?
Do you ever see something and think of me?
Does anything did remind you of me?
Well, I sure do have a lot of questions.
Maybe you’re lucky to get away from me.
Okay, I promise I won’t be crying as much as I used to.
Among all, Sally wished me “to do less of crying” after we had Asar berjemaah and doa akhir tahun recital at our office.
I have to be strong.
By the way, it’s been almost a year since mum’s passing. I still had to remind myself that my mum is gone. I miss her. Okay, while typing this pun, I had my eyes in tears. Oh my crying nerve! whatsoever!
On the other hand, crying doesn’t mean that I am weak. Right?
And then this blog will turn 7! Freaking s.e.v.e.n!!! :)
If it is a child, he’s in standard one right now. Oh em gee. I wonder how did I cope with all ups and downs and going down the lame posts I was like, gosh, I did not write that. HAHA.
Well, life is, moving on, and I had done things I’ve never imagined I could, and I’ve been to places I’ve never thought I would go. I am blessed and all. Alhamdulillah.
For sure, there are sad memories too, all were recorded here. I wish I could keep this blog till forever…
All the best to all!